I want to change, because it is God's way

"I wonder if he is happy, his blanket strapped to the rack of his bike,
his no home, his no job.
I wonder if he has left it all because he hated it, or it him.
It is true some do not do well with conventional life. They think outside things and can't make sense of following a line.
They see no walls.
Only doors
from open space to open space
and from open space, supposedly to the mind of God. Or at least this is what we hope for them. And what they hope for themselves."